My first marriage was a complete sham. I professed love for a girl who was a green card holder. Our folks knew each other and everyone thought it was a great alliance. In my heart I knew that I didn’t really care for her although she was really pretty by the worlds standards. Buxom, fair and very well mannered and to boot from an aristocratic family. Did I forget to say that she was beautiful.
Because I was after something more than her beauty, I was never able to connect with her, even when I tried. It was awkward from the start. Even she knew it, but she must have let it slide. We never even consummated the marriage. I always found an excuse to put it off. After the so called honeymoon she had to go back to America.
She applied for my visa and before long I joined her in US. We didn’t last 6 months into the marriage before the gig was up. It was horrible. I got what I wanted in the end at the expense of a persons life.
We divorced eventually.
Shame on me……. Shame on me….. I should never be forgiven for this…